My Best Friend Pt 3: The Musician

i was supposed to go to chandler middle school. but i ended up moving with my aunt and Henderson Middle was my zone school. i was placed in delta one because of my grades from elementary school, and my homeroom teacher was Mrs. Oliver, a math teacher. i know a few people in the class, for the most part i am alone. and then i met a person that would change my life forever.

this is my nomination for best friend number three: "Armon"

this man right here has been there for me for some really low times in my life. when i was feeling depressed about my home life, i could call him and he would make me feel better. when i was upset because i was stuck in the house all the time, armon would make arrangements to come pick me up from school and take me to have fun. when i was about to snap, i mean like snap and kill everyone i lived with, he would sing to me and make me remember that there is a tomorrow outside of THAT house. steven has always been there, no matter what.

and even now that we live in different states and live different lives, i know that if i really needed him he would be right there. and i respect and appreciate that more than words can explain.

so here is my nomination for best friend number three: Steven Armon Anderson

da flu....

this shit sucks. ive missed a whole week of work. that means i aint getting no check next week. that means i aint got no money coming in. terrible!!! just terrible. i just wanted to stop by and as soon as im feeling better, ill be back back better than ever. so enjoy reading until i return!

terrible video of the day

Deelishis-rumpshaker
Uploaded by advakidd

this is embarrassing. is that all she has to offer? her ass?! what is going to happen when all that ass starts to drag the ground. well i aint feeling the song, and im not a dude so the video is doing nothing for me. but ill let you make the call. enjoy??!!

i did think it was kinda funny how they randomly throw her into the "dance breakdown" of the song. thats probably because she cant dance. tee hee.. that was the funniest scene in the video!!!

ps. who is this nigga rapping on this trash? where the fuck is he from. sleaze would have killed this wack ass track...but

Lady Sleaze out...peace

random thoughts pt 1

so i was on my daily stop to cnn.com. i kinda fell in love with this site during the recent elections. but anyways, so i decided i was tired of reading about the turmoil over "there" and decided to read about some recent crimes. dont really know why i chose that portion of the site, but i did. and boy was i in for a shock!!!! see this dummie on the left, this is bruce jeffery pardo. this man goes through the motion of renting a santa suit so that he can go on a killing spree. this man entered the home of his ex-wife's family, where he had been invited as a guest. instead of passing out gifts, mr. pardo shows up with four semiautomatic weapons and an "incendiary" device.

the end result: at least 13 young people are orphaned and two others lost one parent. and mr. pardo, the reason behind this act of senseless violence, puts a bullet in his head.
WHAT A FUCKING WASTE!!!!!!!!

it seems that mr. padro and his wife had finalized their divorce and he was supposed to be delivering $10K to her lawyer on Dec. 19, but never showed up. in the end mr. pardo broke into his brother's house and shot himself in the head. he had $17K strapped to his chest along with plane tickets to Illinois.

what i can not understand is why go through all of this? what does it prove? who ends up a winner in a tragic situation like this one? it really upsets me when i read about people and how they are not able to deal with their feelings. now it is perfectly understandable to be hurting while going through a divorce. it is also understandable to feel like the other person is trying to take of advantage of the situation. and in most cases its a true statement, the wife is trying to show claims to all of the husband's assets( "well i was there supporting him when he made his millions so half of that should be mine right?") and the husband is trying to keep all the money that he can for himself( "well that may be true your honor, but it was my ideas and perseverance that actually made the money!") in a divorce everyone loses, but is it really worth a life?

what really bothers me is that this man had the $10K in possession but did not feel like it was worth his time to pay. i mean, i look at the situation as, i pay and the bitch is out my life for good. so whatever the reasons that caused the divorce the situation will be over. but no, he has to be all "action jackson" and ruin a holiday for generations to come. how are these children going to feel in a couple of years when they think back to how their parents died on christmas eve 2008. no let me get it right, parents were brutally murdered and had their house set on fire all on christmas eve. i know this holiday will not have the same feelings and emotions behind it in future years. it will probably become a time of reflection, a time to remember the lives lost over some renegade's ignorance.

my heart truly goes out to this family. the people that lost their lives did not deserve to die over something this trivial. life is precious people. you truly never know what could happen, and boom your life may be over. oh and beware of people coming to holiday events dressed as santa. just do a quick pat down, because as sad as it is, it has become a true statement....you just dont know how crazy people really are.

if you would like to send donations to the survivors the following information has been provided:

Checks for the family can be made to the Ortega Family Fund;
care of the Law Offices of Scott J. Nord
500 N. Brand Blvd.
Suite 550
Glendale, CA 91203

lets keep these people in our prayers.

Lady Sleaze out....peace

My Best Friend Pt 2: The Effervescent Nicole Jones

scene: Ukrops grocery store, register end. up walks a gaggle of random girls. the littliest one stops and says, "I normally dont like people with the same name as me, but i guess you aiight". smiles and walks away. end scene.

this is my nomination for best friend number two: "Nikki".

this young woman means a lot to me. she has such a wonderful spirit and is very kind in nature. she also has a pretty daughter named nyia, whom i love as my own. i am so happy that this woman was placed in my life.i do not think that it is a coincidence that she and i both are mothers, and have dealt with the same situations from our "men". nikki has always been there for me. always, whether its to talk, to cry, or just needing to get out the house, nikki was there. so as my promise to her, i am going to be there for her when she needs me.

lately nikki has not been feeling to well. she's still kicking, but some days she is not her normal 100%. all that i ask is that she is kept in your prayers. i know she would really appreciate it.

so here is my nomination for best friend number two: Nicole Michelle Jones, the female love of my life.

family aint shit!!!!!!!

so ive been living this same life for about 26 yrs now and you know what i have realized that my...FAMILY AINT SHIT.

i have two small children...really beautiful children(both inside and out) and no one checks on them or their well being. they only see their grandparent(cause all they got is my daddy) when he has "time" for them..and you know why cause FAMILY AINT SHIT

when i was a child, i never really knew my parents. they were too busy doing them...so i was left to an aunt that never really cared about me because FAMILY AINT SHIT

right now, at this exact moment, if i called a member of my family for help i would probably be denied and that's because(you guessed it) FAMILY AINT SHIT

my kids have never and i mean never spent a moment of time alone with their paternal grandfather, for whatever reason, and that only reasoning that makes sense is that FAMILY AINT SHIT

i have a mother that refuses to leave drugs alone because she's in too much denial about being on drugs, even though the drugs are the reason she is homeless and this is because BRENDA, MY FAMILY, AINT SHIT
one day my children are going to be parents, and i realize that they are going to need my help. and ive decided that i am going to be there for them because my family was not there for me. i hope this will create some type of "trend" for future Davis's that FAMILY is very important and should be the center of your world.

i want my children to know that no matter what dumb shit is done by them, that they will always be loved because THEY ARE MY FAMILY.
i want my children to know that, when all other options fail, you can always come home(meaning living back up in my shit) because they are my FAMILY.
i want my children to grow up feeling loved and appreciated, knowing that they have at least one person that loves them always (and that's me) because they are my FAMILY!

see my children will know what FAMILY means because i did not know until i "met" them.
2009 is going to the year of the FAMILY.
my FAMILY knows they are loved...does yours?

Lady Sleaze out...peace

mychal bell

i was reading today that mychal bell attempted suicide after all the press he was getting for shoplifting on christmas eve. this young man at the time was living with a foster family and attending high school where he was scheduled to graduate in dec. it is supposed that mr. bell was thinking about suicide when the gun went off and shot him in the shoulder.it has been said that he told his grandmother that he could not live knowing that he let so many people down by getting caught shoplifting. it has also been said that this same thing was said to the hospital staff. mr. bell is feeling guilty because he was caught stealing, and this meant that all the people who supported him was some how cheated out of something....

my thoughts you ask..
well i think that mr. bell should be mad at himself for letting himself down. the people that came out and supported him and the jena 6 did so because that particular situation he was placed in was foul. this is a totally different situation. if you were stealing, there is going to be no one that is going to come to your rescue. " the cheese is going to have to stand alone on this one." point blank and simple. my words to him would be to simply keep it moving. stop worrying about what people think about you and your life. because at the end, its just that, your life. live it the way you want to. there is always going to be someone out there "hatting" on something that you are doing. that is life sweetie. and the sooner you learn it the better. okay, so you got caught stealing. i understand why you were stealing but that doesnt make it right. heal from your wound, pay back society, and live your life. dont do no more stupid shit, and do what..thats right..keep it moving...

~~BUT AT NO POINT IS IT TIME TO TRY AND TAKE YOUR LIFE. THERE IS NOTHING THAT SERIOUS WHERE YOU NEED TO KILL YOURSELF. ITS SELFISH AND WRONG, AND WHILE YOU ARE DEAD ITS THE PEOPLE LEFT BEHIND THAT SUFFER THE MOST. THINK ABOUT THAT~~



what yall think?

My Best Friend Pt 1: The Honorable Sleaze

see this man right here? this my nomination for best friend number one. my boyfriend, Sleaze.

i have known this man since 2000. i met him while i supposed to be taking college Spanish. but i was too busy being on collegeclub. does anyone remeber collegeclub? well i was lovergirl4u and he was igotloot. neither one of us would call it love at first sight, but we connected instantly. what i will admit is that i've never felt more connected to anyone else in this world.

this is the ONLY person that completely understands me. some days i feel like he is the ONLY person in this world that loves and cares about me. this man makes me feel beautiful everyday.
this man can make me smile when no one else can. this man completes me.

that is why Brian W. Davis Sr, aka Sleaze is my choice for best friend number one!

it's a new day for Lady Sleaze

ive been talking about losing weight for years. never really got motivated about it, and then weight loss becomes a topic of conversation. well in this new year, mr sleaze and I have decided we are tried of talking about it and will take some action.

we have decided that we are going to make efforts to eat better foods, become more active and the ultimate goal is to stop smoking cigs. newports to be exact. now i know this is not going to be easy, because again ive been talking about losing weight for years. but there is a new fire in my heart this time. i look at my children and realize that if i do not get my health under control, then i may not be here to see them grow up. and mr. sleaze lost a parent at a young age, and has informed me about how it made him feel. and honestly i do not want to have to put my children through something like that, especially if i have control over it.

but i know we can do it. so keep us in y0ur prayers...cause my fat ass is going to need it!

Lady Sleaze out...peace

2008 is over...what will 2009 bring

2008 was interesting. we went from living in a hotel, to living in a delapadated house, to finally moving into some shit that was nice.

2008 was interesting. i went from having a nice cushion job, to being fired( cause i got a big mouth and did not like going to work) to being unemployed for 5 months, to getting job that aint paying me shit and not giving enough hours.

2008 was interesting. my son, brian jr (who is three and mildy autistic) , went from babbling a few sounds, to saying a few phrases, to learning the alphabets, to learning his numbers (1-30), to learning his colors, to saying whatever we say and calling all members of the house by name.

2008 was interesting. my man went from, "oh i make beats and i rap too", to sure, "ketchup please", to embracing his inner-Link, to giving a big up to Marvin Gaye, and soon will bless the world with some Classic Material, to meeting people from other countries and making sweet music together, while getting rid of the people "hatting" in his life.

2008 was interesting. my daughter went from being in kindergarden to the first grade, from being unable to read anything to being able to read some things, from having two font teeth to having a gap in her mouth, from insenstive older sibling, into an incrediably caring and loving older sister.

2008 was interesting

my 2008 turned out just like it was supposed to.
hope yours did.

happy 2009 people.
may it be an interesting one.