Thursday, January 1, 2009

family aint shit!!!!!!!

so ive been living this same life for about 26 yrs now and you know what i have realized that my...FAMILY AINT SHIT.

i have two small children...really beautiful children(both inside and out) and no one checks on them or their well being. they only see their grandparent(cause all they got is my daddy) when he has "time" for them..and you know why cause FAMILY AINT SHIT

when i was a child, i never really knew my parents. they were too busy doing them...so i was left to an aunt that never really cared about me because FAMILY AINT SHIT

right now, at this exact moment, if i called a member of my family for help i would probably be denied and that's because(you guessed it) FAMILY AINT SHIT

my kids have never and i mean never spent a moment of time alone with their paternal grandfather, for whatever reason, and that only reasoning that makes sense is that FAMILY AINT SHIT

i have a mother that refuses to leave drugs alone because she's in too much denial about being on drugs, even though the drugs are the reason she is homeless and this is because BRENDA, MY FAMILY, AINT SHIT
one day my children are going to be parents, and i realize that they are going to need my help. and ive decided that i am going to be there for them because my family was not there for me. i hope this will create some type of "trend" for future Davis's that FAMILY is very important and should be the center of your world.

i want my children to know that no matter what dumb shit is done by them, that they will always be loved because THEY ARE MY FAMILY.
i want my children to know that, when all other options fail, you can always come home(meaning living back up in my shit) because they are my FAMILY.
i want my children to grow up feeling loved and appreciated, knowing that they have at least one person that loves them always (and that's me) because they are my FAMILY!

see my children will know what FAMILY means because i did not know until i "met" them.
2009 is going to the year of the FAMILY.
my FAMILY knows they are loved...does yours?

Lady Sleaze out...peace


6 comments:

Anonymous said...

god bless you. i hope u do keep your word for your children. let them know they are important and very loved by you everyday!

Anonymous said...

I definitely feel you on this b/c I feel the same about my family. Unfortunately, we can't pick & choose our families. But fortunately, we have the sense to make the most out of what we have. Blessings to you & yours

Anonymous said...

FAMILY AINT SHIT!!! .. .. .. .. .. Sometimes all I can do is cry because its sad to see how trifling FAMILY is and can be.. I have no kids, a job and I dnt ask NOBODY for shit but when I do, I get denied.. Then sometimes I sit back and think, MAYBE I should go have some kids, have a nigga beating my ass every chance he gets, should've dropped out of school instead of walking across da stage with a ADVANCED diploma, quit my job and let the state take care of me and my kids or use drugs!!! But then I snap back into reality and try my best to say FUCK FAMILY because I'm better then that.. I refused to let the state take care of Tia or my kids when/if I am bless with any, wen it comes to my job, just know I bring a CHECK in every 2 weeks!!!!!!! And as far as my man, he's doing the best he can I can't complain because he's da only one in my corner.. .. .. But basically I say all this to say FAMILY AINT SHIT AND NEVER WILL BE!!

Anonymous said...

I feel you

Ayeee said...

Family Definitely Ain't Shit. Fuck My Family . They Can Drop Dead Today & I Would've Shed A Tear Nor Feel Remorse . #FuckFamily

Anonymous said...

Im just now realizing at the age of 34
That so-called family aint ish this past year i found out i was preggo with my first child with wonder considerind i couldnt have kids not only that the relationship i was in. Was not going well i found my self broke no job and no place to live i ended up in a shelter. Was able to get a job and save money my m om was sick so i sent her a bit with intention to go home and help her do u know she told people my business. Long story short i had the baby ended up staying with a sister my mama came too i thought i would have help nope just sit up in a room all day with my baby no real love its brutally shocking to realize u really have no one in this life..the childs father is a mama boy and his mammy is a crackhead whore is oveebearing all i know just like the rest of yall family aint ish thank God for strangers with kind hearts