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of course its from the honorable sleaze...what did you think?

i wont stop
track 5
prelude to greatness





and then there is also


welcome home
track 2
prelude to greatness




this is not shameless promotion.(shame on you for thinking that) i really like these songs, and did not think that mr. sleaze would mind me sharing some of my favorite songs. so bump this into the new year!!!

happy 2009!!!!

My Best Friend Pt 1: The Honorable Sleaze

see this man right here? this my nomination for best friend number one. my boyfriend, Sleaze.

i have known this man since 2000. i met him while i supposed to be taking college Spanish. but i was too busy being on collegeclub. does anyone remeber collegeclub? well i was lovergirl4u and he was igotloot. neither one of us would call it love at first sight, but we connected instantly. what i will admit is that i've never felt more connected to anyone else in this world.

this is the ONLY person that completely understands me. some days i feel like he is the ONLY person in this world that loves and cares about me. this man makes me feel beautiful everyday.
this man can make me smile when no one else can. this man completes me.

that is why Brian W. Davis Sr, aka Sleaze is my choice for best friend number one!

it's a new day for Lady Sleaze

ive been talking about losing weight for years. never really got motivated about it, and then weight loss becomes a topic of conversation. well in this new year, mr sleaze and I have decided we are tried of talking about it and will take some action.

we have decided that we are going to make efforts to eat better foods, become more active and the ultimate goal is to stop smoking cigs. newports to be exact. now i know this is not going to be easy, because again ive been talking about losing weight for years. but there is a new fire in my heart this time. i look at my children and realize that if i do not get my health under control, then i may not be here to see them grow up. and mr. sleaze lost a parent at a young age, and has informed me about how it made him feel. and honestly i do not want to have to put my children through something like that, especially if i have control over it.

but i know we can do it. so keep us in y0ur prayers...cause my fat ass is going to need it!

Lady Sleaze out...peace

president obama

so i was reading a post by my friend on facebook. and the discussion stemmed from president Obama being called the "magical negro". now this particular random person named Coretta James, who just happens to be a black republican says that she has no problems with this statement. that "we" as a nation have voted the wrong person into the white house and the country is going to suffer greatly for it.....!!!!! i mean WOW!!!! i mean i do not know this person from Adam, have never met this person, but i would love to literally smack the black off her face!

how can you, as a person of color, NOT have a problem with the leader of the free world being called a savior of the white man!!!! i mean, this is outrageous. i am offended more at the fact that she is not offended at all! president Obama is not just some average niggah off the street. this man went to one the "greatest" colleges in the country and then made his way to a senate seat. but this means nothing. to some people he is nothing more than a stage monkey, that is going to fail miserably. i mean, i have heard my entire life was that if i got a degree the world would become my oyster, meaning i could do whatever i wanted to. well, i never believed that until Obama became president. i do not care how much of a percentage of him is white, he is going to be considered the first black president to me! and this is something that i am proud of. proud that my country has, for the most part, looked past color and saw the man standing before him. my country has finally realized that black americans are just as talented as white americans. my country has finally given me something to feel very "american" about...and then...

i see this dumb bitch sitting on facebook,dissing a person that looks just like her. i mean, even if you dont respect his ideology, you gotta respect his hustle. this man was able to capitalize on the popular vote. this man had people standing in the rain, myself included for two hours if i may also add, to cast a vote they used to think didnt matter. this man did something that some people thought they would never live to see.. AND SHE HATING!!! AND I MEAN SHE'S NOT HATING BECAUSE OF A POLICY TO BE IMPLEMENTED...SHE HATING JUST BECAUSE. A BLACK WOMAN...HATING ON ANOTHER BLACK MAN!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

but why does this surprise me? black woman hate on black men all the time..so why should President Barack Obama be different? hmmm...i'll have to talk about that later.

well Lady Sleaze out! peace

2008 is over...what will 2009 bring

2008 was interesting. we went from living in a hotel, to living in a delapadated house, to finally moving into some shit that was nice.

2008 was interesting. i went from having a nice cushion job, to being fired( cause i got a big mouth and did not like going to work) to being unemployed for 5 months, to getting job that aint paying me shit and not giving enough hours.

2008 was interesting. my son, brian jr (who is three and mildy autistic) , went from babbling a few sounds, to saying a few phrases, to learning the alphabets, to learning his numbers (1-30), to learning his colors, to saying whatever we say and calling all members of the house by name.

2008 was interesting. my man went from, "oh i make beats and i rap too", to sure, "ketchup please", to embracing his inner-Link, to giving a big up to Marvin Gaye, and soon will bless the world with some Classic Material, to meeting people from other countries and making sweet music together, while getting rid of the people "hatting" in his life.

2008 was interesting. my daughter went from being in kindergarden to the first grade, from being unable to read anything to being able to read some things, from having two font teeth to having a gap in her mouth, from insenstive older sibling, into an incrediably caring and loving older sister.

2008 was interesting

my 2008 turned out just like it was supposed to.
hope yours did.

happy 2009 people.
may it be an interesting one.