I hate my life......

I hate my job.
I hate that I don't make any money at my job.
I hate that I havent accomplished anything.
I hate that I can't find happiness in a relationship.
I hate that I don't have a social life.
I hate that all my friends are more successful than I am.
I hate the fact that no REAL companies wanna hire me and help me and my kids get out the projects.
I hate the fact that I'm fat.
I hate the fact that my kid's father won't be true to Just me and be willing to do anything to make our family work.
I hate that life is passing me by and I'm missing out on everything.
I hate that my kids are prettier than me.
I hate that I'm so miserable and too lazy to do anything about it.
I hate my life and I'm the only one that can change it but the real question is will I?
I hate the fact that I don't know the answer to that question because right now I'm too depressed to do anything but be depressed.
I Wish I could find a time machine so I could go back to a time when I was happy and live there.