da flu....

this shit sucks. ive missed a whole week of work. that means i aint getting no check next week. that means i aint got no money coming in. terrible!!! just terrible. i just wanted to stop by and as soon as im feeling better, ill be back back better than ever. so enjoy reading until i return!

terrible video of the day

Deelishis-rumpshaker
Uploaded by advakidd

this is embarrassing. is that all she has to offer? her ass?! what is going to happen when all that ass starts to drag the ground. well i aint feeling the song, and im not a dude so the video is doing nothing for me. but ill let you make the call. enjoy??!!

i did think it was kinda funny how they randomly throw her into the "dance breakdown" of the song. thats probably because she cant dance. tee hee.. that was the funniest scene in the video!!!

ps. who is this nigga rapping on this trash? where the fuck is he from. sleaze would have killed this wack ass track...but

Lady Sleaze out...peace

why i hate "oprah fucking whitey"

so oprah has given this atlanta based school with a donation of $365K. now this is wonderful, and she should be thanked for being so generous with her money. but as i dug a little deeper(through cnn.com) i saw the actual interview with mr.clark and realized that oprah whitey did not do enough. mr. clark stated that it cost $2.4M dollars a year to keep his school open and operating. $2.4 MILLION DOLLARS!!! and oprah donates a measly $365K. oprah's donation will only cover about 15% of the total cost for keep the school open. i know its not my money, but i have a problem with that. if she was really inspired by the school, why not give enough to keep the doors open for at least year. but again that is just what i would have done.

now oprah states that she built the school in africa because she had made a promise to mr. nelson mandela and of course oprah has to keep her promises. and i aint mad at the fact she built the school, but i will admit i have not looked at oprah the same since. i can not understand why the "rich and well to do people" in the country care more about the children in other countries than they do the ones in america. it seems that somehow the children are suffering because they do not have proper guidance to want to become more than they are.

part of my new fond anger with oprah stems from oprah and her feelings toward inner-city youth. the article first appeared in Newsweek back in Jan of 2007. This is a direct quote from the article( which i had to find using my school's library, so good luck)

"I became so frustrated with visiting inner-city schools that I just stopped going. The sense that you need to learn just isn't there," she says. "If you ask the kids what they want or need, they will say an iPod or some sneakers. In South Africa, they don't ask for money or toys. They ask for uniforms so they can go to school."

“I was a poor girl who grew up with my grandmother, like so many of these girls, with no water and electricity,” said the talk show host, dressed in a formal pink dress that reached the floor.

does oprah not realize we, americans, live in a country founded on money. of course the children of this country want the finer things in life because they see them on tv all the time. commercial after commercial trying to sell popularity and confidence to the children. think about it, if there are some people in africa that do not have running water, then it would be a safe assumption to say that they do not have access to tv. so their respect for the finer things in life would include going to school and having the basic necessities in life. but in america the values are different. and it bothers me that a woman would turn her back on "her" people because they have become a product of their environments.

then in the article she goes and says the most offensive thing:

"Say what you will about the American educational system--it does work," she says. "If you are a child in the United States, you can get an education." And she doesn't think that American students--who, unlike Africans, go to school free of charge--appreciate what they have."

i want to know the last time oprah really visited an inner-city school. better yet when was the last time she left out her neighborhood and looked around. there are poor children everywhere. and it really bothers me that she would count the "poor" children out in america, because they do not understand the reasoning behind their lack of "what-have" you. i will continue with this series later..its time to get ready to take my poor black ass to work. because its obvious to me that i aint worthy of no oprah help.

Lady Sleaze out...peace

Kawasaki syndrome

first and foremost my heart goes out the the travolta family! i could not imagine what it is like to lose a child. i have heard parents, who have had to bury a child, say that it is unnatural to have to prepare funeral services for a child. i hope that through this situation something positive happens and that family is able to find the strength to pull through this and raise the remaining child they have left.

but this situation has increased my interest in Kawasaki syndrome. so i will not bore you with the details but i have provided a link directly to the american heart associations website. if you feel so inclined, read up on the topic. its very interesting, i think.

random thoughts pt 1

so i was on my daily stop to cnn.com. i kinda fell in love with this site during the recent elections. but anyways, so i decided i was tired of reading about the turmoil over "there" and decided to read about some recent crimes. dont really know why i chose that portion of the site, but i did. and boy was i in for a shock!!!! see this dummie on the left, this is bruce jeffery pardo. this man goes through the motion of renting a santa suit so that he can go on a killing spree. this man entered the home of his ex-wife's family, where he had been invited as a guest. instead of passing out gifts, mr. pardo shows up with four semiautomatic weapons and an "incendiary" device.

the end result: at least 13 young people are orphaned and two others lost one parent. and mr. pardo, the reason behind this act of senseless violence, puts a bullet in his head.
WHAT A FUCKING WASTE!!!!!!!!

it seems that mr. padro and his wife had finalized their divorce and he was supposed to be delivering $10K to her lawyer on Dec. 19, but never showed up. in the end mr. pardo broke into his brother's house and shot himself in the head. he had $17K strapped to his chest along with plane tickets to Illinois.

what i can not understand is why go through all of this? what does it prove? who ends up a winner in a tragic situation like this one? it really upsets me when i read about people and how they are not able to deal with their feelings. now it is perfectly understandable to be hurting while going through a divorce. it is also understandable to feel like the other person is trying to take of advantage of the situation. and in most cases its a true statement, the wife is trying to show claims to all of the husband's assets( "well i was there supporting him when he made his millions so half of that should be mine right?") and the husband is trying to keep all the money that he can for himself( "well that may be true your honor, but it was my ideas and perseverance that actually made the money!") in a divorce everyone loses, but is it really worth a life?

what really bothers me is that this man had the $10K in possession but did not feel like it was worth his time to pay. i mean, i look at the situation as, i pay and the bitch is out my life for good. so whatever the reasons that caused the divorce the situation will be over. but no, he has to be all "action jackson" and ruin a holiday for generations to come. how are these children going to feel in a couple of years when they think back to how their parents died on christmas eve 2008. no let me get it right, parents were brutally murdered and had their house set on fire all on christmas eve. i know this holiday will not have the same feelings and emotions behind it in future years. it will probably become a time of reflection, a time to remember the lives lost over some renegade's ignorance.

my heart truly goes out to this family. the people that lost their lives did not deserve to die over something this trivial. life is precious people. you truly never know what could happen, and boom your life may be over. oh and beware of people coming to holiday events dressed as santa. just do a quick pat down, because as sad as it is, it has become a true statement....you just dont know how crazy people really are.

if you would like to send donations to the survivors the following information has been provided:

Checks for the family can be made to the Ortega Family Fund;
care of the Law Offices of Scott J. Nord
500 N. Brand Blvd.
Suite 550
Glendale, CA 91203

lets keep these people in our prayers.

Lady Sleaze out....peace

My Best Friend Pt 2: The Effervescent Nicole Jones

scene: Ukrops grocery store, register end. up walks a gaggle of random girls. the littliest one stops and says, "I normally dont like people with the same name as me, but i guess you aiight". smiles and walks away. end scene.

this is my nomination for best friend number two: "Nikki".

this young woman means a lot to me. she has such a wonderful spirit and is very kind in nature. she also has a pretty daughter named nyia, whom i love as my own. i am so happy that this woman was placed in my life.i do not think that it is a coincidence that she and i both are mothers, and have dealt with the same situations from our "men". nikki has always been there for me. always, whether its to talk, to cry, or just needing to get out the house, nikki was there. so as my promise to her, i am going to be there for her when she needs me.

lately nikki has not been feeling to well. she's still kicking, but some days she is not her normal 100%. all that i ask is that she is kept in your prayers. i know she would really appreciate it.

so here is my nomination for best friend number two: Nicole Michelle Jones, the female love of my life.

check out the new downloads

wow what a terrible soul mate i am. today is the release of the free for download, Ketchup Packets 2, by Richmond producer and artist B Sleaze.

below is a direct link to the download. come on people its free and there are some bangers on the joint as well. but i want you to check it out and feel free to leave comments.

click here to go to (Ketchup Please?).

happy snacking!

http://sharebee.com/bc327656

JustPlainAnt- Just Plain Who-The Mixtape



This cat is also an up-and-coming producer from the Richmond area. Today, he released his mixtape which is also available as a free download. check him out, and comments would also be appreciate.

"we rock out with our cocks out"
click on the picture to be carried directly to JustPlainAnt the Blog.
enjoy!


http://sharebee.com/61adb3b0

AUTOTUNE!!!!!!!!!

so,hmm, ive distanced myself from current secular music because everyone sounds the same. either the song is about "stealing" another's man/woman, or they "rapping" about what they got, or how "extra" gangsta they are or they want you to do a new "dance" or on the fucking autotune.now its the latter that really bothers me the most. how is it that a creation of the 70's is now all that you hear on the radio?

t-payne ,in the beginning, was aiight. "i'm sprung" was cool to me because i liked the three part harmony break down before the verse. but...this shit has gone too far. now mr. west is making an entire album using the damn thing and saying "he's created a genre of music". since when does sounding like everyone else cause for a new genre to be created? i think mr. west is just trying to get over losing his mom, but he doesnt have to try and make this seem like its hot. because to me...its the total opposite.

*takes a deep breath*

now i have been known to be a hater. because i feel like people in the music industry are getting over. producing music that is basically the same, just with a different artist and maybe a different concept. but at the point in time, i can just not bring myself to listen to the radio. i mean its frustrating. but music changes, and i hope when it does, mr. sleaze has a place in that transition. i can not believe that this is going to be the end of hip-hop. there has to be something better, but who is going to be the one to bring it out? i think....well i know what i think..what do you think?

Lady Sleaze out...peace

babies

brianna-6

brian jr-3

so ive been seeing all these cute kids lately. this is really making me want another one! i know i already have two children, brianna-6 and brian jr-3, but i could go for one more. i enjoy being a mother, its makes me feel grand to walk into a room and my children run to greet me. it makes me feel special. i feel loved and appreciated.

i can still remember having brianna. at that point in my life i had never been around children. especially not a newborn! but there i was walking out the hospital holding a newborn, that belonged to me. so i get to my mother's house and its me, sleaze and baby brianna. but sleaze eventually has to leave and my mother goes to sleep. so finally me and baby bree are alone. i can truly admit that this was one of the scariest moments of my life. what the hell was i going to do if she woke up? what if she starts crying uncontrollably? where is her moth.....er.....oh that's right im her mother.......
damn....

but that was almost 7 yrs ago and as stated, ive added another one. and bringing bj home was completely different. i was more prepared and less nervous about messing up. i will admit that bree was more active as a baby, but that's because bree has always been a little diva.

i enjoy being a parent. sure i struggle, sure they get on my nerves, but i would not trade them for anything. last saturday my kids were gone and it was "weird" having no children. of course mr. sleaze and i had fun, but when we got home it was so quiet. too quiet! i do not know how single people, with no children, occupy their free time( well at least when not spending money). i enjoy having someone to care and buy clothes for. i actually enjoy shopping more for my children than i do myself. i look forward to doing bree's hair, and i really enjoy acting like a total ass in public with my children, all for the sake of having fun.

i truly believe my children are my saviors. me not having a close-knit family was going to eventually drive me crazy. because i am a very emotional person, and not having love in my life was going to cause me to lose my mind. but once i had bree, i instantly knew what my purpose in life was. to have children and raise them to be valuable members of society. and i except my role with a smile and graciousness. i used to complain about my life, but i realized quickly, im one of the lucky ones.

Lady Sleaze out...peace

family aint shit!!!!!!!

so ive been living this same life for about 26 yrs now and you know what i have realized that my...FAMILY AINT SHIT.

i have two small children...really beautiful children(both inside and out) and no one checks on them or their well being. they only see their grandparent(cause all they got is my daddy) when he has "time" for them..and you know why cause FAMILY AINT SHIT

when i was a child, i never really knew my parents. they were too busy doing them...so i was left to an aunt that never really cared about me because FAMILY AINT SHIT

right now, at this exact moment, if i called a member of my family for help i would probably be denied and that's because(you guessed it) FAMILY AINT SHIT

my kids have never and i mean never spent a moment of time alone with their paternal grandfather, for whatever reason, and that only reasoning that makes sense is that FAMILY AINT SHIT

i have a mother that refuses to leave drugs alone because she's in too much denial about being on drugs, even though the drugs are the reason she is homeless and this is because BRENDA, MY FAMILY, AINT SHIT
one day my children are going to be parents, and i realize that they are going to need my help. and ive decided that i am going to be there for them because my family was not there for me. i hope this will create some type of "trend" for future Davis's that FAMILY is very important and should be the center of your world.

i want my children to know that no matter what dumb shit is done by them, that they will always be loved because THEY ARE MY FAMILY.
i want my children to know that, when all other options fail, you can always come home(meaning living back up in my shit) because they are my FAMILY.
i want my children to grow up feeling loved and appreciated, knowing that they have at least one person that loves them always (and that's me) because they are my FAMILY!

see my children will know what FAMILY means because i did not know until i "met" them.
2009 is going to the year of the FAMILY.
my FAMILY knows they are loved...does yours?

Lady Sleaze out...peace

mychal bell

i was reading today that mychal bell attempted suicide after all the press he was getting for shoplifting on christmas eve. this young man at the time was living with a foster family and attending high school where he was scheduled to graduate in dec. it is supposed that mr. bell was thinking about suicide when the gun went off and shot him in the shoulder.it has been said that he told his grandmother that he could not live knowing that he let so many people down by getting caught shoplifting. it has also been said that this same thing was said to the hospital staff. mr. bell is feeling guilty because he was caught stealing, and this meant that all the people who supported him was some how cheated out of something....

my thoughts you ask..
well i think that mr. bell should be mad at himself for letting himself down. the people that came out and supported him and the jena 6 did so because that particular situation he was placed in was foul. this is a totally different situation. if you were stealing, there is going to be no one that is going to come to your rescue. " the cheese is going to have to stand alone on this one." point blank and simple. my words to him would be to simply keep it moving. stop worrying about what people think about you and your life. because at the end, its just that, your life. live it the way you want to. there is always going to be someone out there "hatting" on something that you are doing. that is life sweetie. and the sooner you learn it the better. okay, so you got caught stealing. i understand why you were stealing but that doesnt make it right. heal from your wound, pay back society, and live your life. dont do no more stupid shit, and do what..thats right..keep it moving...

~~BUT AT NO POINT IS IT TIME TO TRY AND TAKE YOUR LIFE. THERE IS NOTHING THAT SERIOUS WHERE YOU NEED TO KILL YOURSELF. ITS SELFISH AND WRONG, AND WHILE YOU ARE DEAD ITS THE PEOPLE LEFT BEHIND THAT SUFFER THE MOST. THINK ABOUT THAT~~



what yall think?

happy freakin new year

well happy new year.
what else is there to say?