Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts

Friday, January 2, 2009

random thoughts pt 1


so i was on my daily stop to cnn.com. i kinda fell in love with this site during the recent elections. but anyways, so i decided i was tired of reading about the turmoil over "there" and decided to read about some recent crimes. dont really know why i chose that portion of the site, but i did. and boy was i in for a shock!!!! see this dummie on the left, this is bruce jeffery pardo. this man goes through the motion of renting a santa suit so that he can go on a killing spree. this man entered the home of his ex-wife's family, where he had been invited as a guest. instead of passing out gifts, mr. pardo shows up with four semiautomatic weapons and an "incendiary" device.

the end result: at least 13 young people are orphaned and two others lost one parent. and mr. pardo, the reason behind this act of senseless violence, puts a bullet in his head.
WHAT A FUCKING WASTE!!!!!!!!

it seems that mr. padro and his wife had finalized their divorce and he was supposed to be delivering $10K to her lawyer on Dec. 19, but never showed up. in the end mr. pardo broke into his brother's house and shot himself in the head. he had $17K strapped to his chest along with plane tickets to Illinois.

what i can not understand is why go through all of this? what does it prove? who ends up a winner in a tragic situation like this one? it really upsets me when i read about people and how they are not able to deal with their feelings. now it is perfectly understandable to be hurting while going through a divorce. it is also understandable to feel like the other person is trying to take of advantage of the situation. and in most cases its a true statement, the wife is trying to show claims to all of the husband's assets( "well i was there supporting him when he made his millions so half of that should be mine right?") and the husband is trying to keep all the money that he can for himself( "well that may be true your honor, but it was my ideas and perseverance that actually made the money!") in a divorce everyone loses, but is it really worth a life?

what really bothers me is that this man had the $10K in possession but did not feel like it was worth his time to pay. i mean, i look at the situation as, i pay and the bitch is out my life for good. so whatever the reasons that caused the divorce the situation will be over. but no, he has to be all "action jackson" and ruin a holiday for generations to come. how are these children going to feel in a couple of years when they think back to how their parents died on christmas eve 2008. no let me get it right, parents were brutally murdered and had their house set on fire all on christmas eve. i know this holiday will not have the same feelings and emotions behind it in future years. it will probably become a time of reflection, a time to remember the lives lost over some renegade's ignorance.

my heart truly goes out to this family. the people that lost their lives did not deserve to die over something this trivial. life is precious people. you truly never know what could happen, and boom your life may be over. oh and beware of people coming to holiday events dressed as santa. just do a quick pat down, because as sad as it is, it has become a true statement....you just dont know how crazy people really are.

if you would like to send donations to the survivors the following information has been provided:

Checks for the family can be made to the Ortega Family Fund;
care of the Law Offices of Scott J. Nord
500 N. Brand Blvd.
Suite 550
Glendale, CA 91203


lets keep these people in our prayers.

Lady Sleaze out....peace



Thursday, January 1, 2009

mychal bell

i was reading today that mychal bell attempted suicide after all the press he was getting for shoplifting on christmas eve. this young man at the time was living with a foster family and attending high school where he was scheduled to graduate in dec. it is supposed that mr. bell was thinking about suicide when the gun went off and shot him in the shoulder.it has been said that he told his grandmother that he could not live knowing that he let so many people down by getting caught shoplifting. it has also been said that this same thing was said to the hospital staff. mr. bell is feeling guilty because he was caught stealing, and this meant that all the people who supported him was some how cheated out of something....

my thoughts you ask..
well i think that mr. bell should be mad at himself for letting himself down. the people that came out and supported him and the jena 6 did so because that particular situation he was placed in was foul. this is a totally different situation. if you were stealing, there is going to be no one that is going to come to your rescue. " the cheese is going to have to stand alone on this one." point blank and simple. my words to him would be to simply keep it moving. stop worrying about what people think about you and your life. because at the end, its just that, your life. live it the way you want to. there is always going to be someone out there "hatting" on something that you are doing. that is life sweetie. and the sooner you learn it the better. okay, so you got caught stealing. i understand why you were stealing but that doesnt make it right. heal from your wound, pay back society, and live your life. dont do no more stupid shit, and do what..thats right..keep it moving...

~~BUT AT NO POINT IS IT TIME TO TRY AND TAKE YOUR LIFE. THERE IS NOTHING THAT SERIOUS WHERE YOU NEED TO KILL YOURSELF. ITS SELFISH AND WRONG, AND WHILE YOU ARE DEAD ITS THE PEOPLE LEFT BEHIND THAT SUFFER THE MOST. THINK ABOUT THAT~~



what yall think?